It is the week of love again
and yet I stand alone
forgetting the dreams and hiding the pain
that I kept having about you.
Friends all sit around me, happily
and yet I stay too quiet
for they don’t know, really
the pain of losing you, that’s right!
It’s because of you now
that I don’t believe in love
I wish you have listened somehow
wish you had never given me that shove.
Even now as I try to forget
those damn feelings about you
you still don’t see them, fuck it!
I wish I hadn’t loved you so true.
You make those jokes in front of me
never seeing or believing how I would feel
it was never just you and me
damn Valentine’s week, wish it weren’t real.
I was always yours to begin with
you were my inspiration for long
if you had said yes, that would have been it
I wouldn’t be spending this week alone…
Kinshuk Kashyup
Sir Padampat Singhania University, Udaipur
kinshukkashyup@gmail.com
https://www.facebook.com/kinshukkashyup
'Campus Writing' 