The Incomplete Conversation

Posted: January 30, 2013 by Ankur in Writes...
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Evrytime i get time with my self…i find something missing ,
its not something…its the someone whom i pretend to forget…but the memories are some stuff not under my control….
And to add to the fire there are lot many sad songs and when u are in such circumstances u feel the song is just for u… God knows why they make such songs…
And if u are a smoker , then a ciggarette is must to add to the mood…and then u go…pick the cell…get d number think twice , cut the almost made call thrice…and with last puff of ciggarette there u go….
The phone rings and suddenly u feel u have calmed 390 percent… And then it goes like this….
The phone rang almost to its last ring….and when felt to hang up the call , suddenly ring stopd …and there was it the most sweet and beautiful “hello” in world… Atleast for me…and like always her voice panicked me …evry plan in mind was put into and mixer and got a whroom…
I wanted to say i miss u..bt i said how are u ?
Fyn she said…
I wanted to say i am dying without u bt i said how are studies going on ?
Reply was same as previous just a bit low than before…
I wanted to say i cant be widout u…
I wanted to say u r in my mind…
I wanted to ask why are u nt wid me was my mistake so big ?
I wanted to shout…i wanted to open my heart before her…
But i didnt …she said she has to study and i said take care…
All my thaughts were buried back…and got myself back to my pretend to forget life with some movie named doomsday ,..
But more than dialogues i could hear the incomplete conversation i just had….consoling my heart…consoling my mind….
And them sum1 tags u in these lines…
“Naa jane kab se…
Ummeedein kuch baaki hain…
Mujhe phir bhi teri yaad …
Kyu aati hain…

Anurag Kumar

A.I.E.M.D

getclosetoanurag@gmail.com

Comments
  1. Ishu Gupta says:

    beautiful nd heart-touching are these lines ……………….. ❤ 🙂

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