FOR THE ONE WHOM (now)I HATE AND( once) LOVED THE (M)OST
I still remember every bit of our love..rather my love..
I wonder if you do??YOU did far more worse then I was scared of…far more worse then my friends told me that you will do..
You said they were wrong and today you proved them all right..
When you were busy with some one else..do you know ??I cried all day all night
Yes I know the truth…far beyond your expectations..
I hope one day you will look for me with a kind of conviction…
I loved you for almost six years and it took you less then six days to give her my place..
Was it necessary to drop her home alone??do you really possess a heart of stone..do you even possess a heart still
The together online and together last seen…have told me all about you..and has cleared the actual scene..(WELL PLAYED)
You played it so well ..you played it all cool…I die everyday with pain ..i feel like a fool..
From the very start till this END..you lied and faked everything..those memories to my heart are now like a sting..
My heart cry in agony,, it shouts your name..it wanna scream and ask you why you did this to me?? With me also you did the “SAME”…
I know even you are going through stuff times as you haven’t got the ER tag yet…BUT DON’T WORRY
With a father like the one you have..everything you ever wanted ,,,is said and is done.
Yours words and actions hurt me like nothing else ever before 😦
And now I don’t give a damn ,,that the new girl you are with, is an ANGEL or a WHORE..
A rusted knife jabbed my chest..today I know who actually you are..today I know you were such a waste..
U stooped as low as to lie ,about me to the rest..when I heard all those recordings my patience was at test.(WELL PLAYED,, you WON the game and finally you LOSTt me forever)
So I decided just to keep quite and not regret..
you kept on tantalizing things..you took advantage of my blind love..
Yes I attained lalochezia…cause I had enough…
You insulted me always and now your friends and your new pari still continue to do so…
You could have left me .but was it required to make those people abuse me?? This was all you all could do..
Now I don’t know whether I still love you or not..but yes I cry daily in front of ALLAH ..saying you name..
You ruined our love story…for all this fame
Today I say yes “it would be anybody but never you”
Only my ALLAH knows what all I have gone through..
AND NOW YOU ARE THE ONLY PERSON ON THIS EARTH ,,WHOM I NEVER WANNA SEE..
WHAT A DRASTIC CHANGE HAS CAME IN MY LIFE..
AS YOU WERE ONCE THE ONE..I EVER LONGED TO SEE…..
NADIA Shahid
TRUBA Institute
'Campus Writing' 